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Hello everyone! long time no toss. Got bored so i figured i'd start posting some of my Poetry on here. This one is one of my personal Favorites i have wrote. Do enjoy. Oh and i do write Dark Poetry do keep that in mind. ;) ( ForeverNight )
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ok everyone this is the end of me on livejournal i found something alot better its myspace! lmao anyway heres my new url if you have myspace feel free to add me. http://www.myspace.com/deletumdeus Later |
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haha long time no see everyone. figured i'd update a tad and let you all know what im into nowadays. got me a new job. a bouncer at a strip club >:) i get to beat people up and get paid for it! haha making kick ass money now as well. got me a new car new women. YES WOMEN! and im just living it up. anyway i'll be back around soon. in a week or so im going to get me a new comp and get cable. got to have something to do in my new house lmao. Later everyone. Darkest Blessings. Shawn,aka Betty |
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Well not much going on my way. Currently looking for a new job, Been playing alot of world of warcraft. and just basically hanging out. and right now i feel shitty as hell. like a really bad hangover but worse! and i havnt drank in the last three days i think? oh well. Got my Lock up to 21 today. and completed alot of quests in the meantime. Also i got my new Pet last night. a Succubus. Very sexy even with the goat feet and the long ass tail and horns. Hell i'd bang it! and the greatest thing. when she sits idle she smacks her ass and constantly looks at her nails. lmao its so fucking funny. in other news. i love the new System of a down album. although they are normally to light for my taste this album is very touching. Just listen to. "lost in hollywood" Good shit. what else is there? Well hopfully with the new job i get i can have a few body mods done with no fuss and or muss. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST I NEED A DRINK! Ah fuck it i can't think of anything else to report.
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lmao its a little bit late. but here is a picture of myself,matts wife michelle and nathan. in case your wondering. nathan is dressed up as a pimp ninja. the most deadly of all ninjas! and me? well just BM makeup. lmao thought the lipstick was black not purple lmao.
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inclosed is a convo with Matt and i had this morning. lmao a really good one lmao ( read this if you want to laugh your ass off! )
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Christopher Douglas Wood Friday, November 18, 2005 11:56 AM EST Toccoa resident Christopher Douglas Wood, 32, of Toccoa, died Monday, Nov. 14, 2005, at his home. The son of Debra Wood Tuck and the late Ralph Douglas Wood, he was born Aug. 7, 1973, in Bozeman, Mont. The body was cremated and a memorial service will be held at a later date. Survivors include his wife, Kellie Scarborough Wood of Toccoa; his mother, Debra Tuck of Jamestown, N.Y.; his stepfather, Clifford Tuck of Baldwin; two sons, Cody Wilder Wood and Dallas Makay Wood of Toccoa; and, two brothers, Scott D. Wood of Lavonia and Shawn J. Tuck of Alabama. Acree-Davis Funeral Home is in charge of arrangements.
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Well my brother matt bought me a paid account last night. and i think im going to cum! i love the new layout. i love having 15 ICONS! and its just rocking hot and i think im going to fuck my Layout in the ass with my penis then ejaculate all over the comments page!!!!!!!!!! ps
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Well, this sunday is my brothers funeral. im not really looking forward to it. i figure i'll break down during it. my mom came down from new york. everyone will be there. i intend to be drunk when i arrive, in his honor of course. Well this isnt actually going to be a funeral. more like a celebration. and i intend to give a speech regarding my brother. in other news. im bored. im tired and you all suck. Fuck you fuck you very much.
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Well the report from the crimbe lab came back about my brother. it wasnt foul play like everyone was thinking. he ODED. there not sure of what yet. but they said he had a very high blood achohol level but there not sure of the drug he od'd on yet. there doing a few more tests. but there going to cremate him in atlanta before they send him back. which sucks i wanted to see him one last time. there not going to do a funeral. but they will have a memorial service. which i am going to. my dads going to come pick me up. Oh man this all seems so unreal. my brother my friend dead. i dont think its really sunk in yet. but when it does im not going to be ok. On a brighter note my dad found out the name of the man who hit chris with the ball bat a few months ago and left him for dead. Dad and i are probally going to handle that when im done there. and if its the guy my dad wa saying. "he wasnt sure of the name but he has it written down somewhere." i know the guy. which makes it worse. Anyway, Darkest Blessings
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Well when i find out the day of my brothers funeral. my dads going to come pick me up and im going to go. "thank the dark lord" and the last post i made "the tribute" im going to say that at the wake. i was thinking about writing something else. but that was just so perfect. got to get me a portable cd player. im going to play Cemetary gates when i finish saying what needs to be said. Hopfully this will bring some closure for me and the family. my dads not doin to well and my mom wont be able to come down. "that sucks" Anyway im out for now.
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This post is a tribute to my brother. Christopher Douglas Wood. Chris. it doesnt matter where you are. i hope you find peace. i hope you have enough to drink. and most of all i hope you truly rest in peace. you were to young. 31 years old. my mentor my brother. you gave me my first sip of vodka. my first hit of weed. we were close before i turned 16. after that it was just a hello and a bottle here and there. we were never alone. just you me and a bottle of MR BOSTON. blue label. i love you bro. and my life will always be inocmplete without you. you were my friend. and my brother. my drinking partner. my fellow guitarist. i have so many memories of you. my first was you slitting your wrist on the top bunk when i was on the bottom. the blood on the walls. But thankfully you survived. rasied me with love and vodka. your love of your sons. which i helped you raise. Cody and Dallas. both spitting images of there father. i'll never forget when Cody. "the oldest" was born. you named him. "Cody Wilder Wood" why the middle name? because you said he would be "wilder than you ever was" i hope you were wrong. you lived hard chris. and loved harder. i remember those nights with you Crying telling me how much you loved your family and would die for them. i was and will always be your brother. until the day i die chris. i will always been known as Atok. My true name as you called it. "for those of you who havnt know me very long. my Luciferian Name was Atokian Katu." which was Sumerian for "death from below" and chris never stopped calling me that. even after i changed to modern satanism. my life feels incomplete now. missing you. missing your laugh and smile. my brother. you will always be. "Mad Max" to me. i'll leave you all with some lyrics from Chris's favorite song. Cemetary Gates by Pantera. "his fav band as well." Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy? The reverend he turned to me Well I guess Believe the word Sometimes when I'm alone Through all those The way we were All i can say now is my brothers favorite phrase. "i'll drink to that."
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thought this quote was fitting. its from the 13th warrior. "Lo, there do I see my father. 'Lo, there do I see... |
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Well i found out a few hours ago that my Middle brother Chris was found dead this morning in his house. i called the Detective in charge, there was no obvious sign of foul play. but there looking into it. he liked his drugs so im probally leaning towards him OD'ing. But im doing ok. kind of pissed at myself because i can cry from listening to a song, or certain scenes in movies. but i cant shed a tear when my brother dies. Anyway, he and i didnt have a great relationship. dont get me wrong i loved my brother. but i didnt like the choices he made in life. and he was an asshole. but i did love him. i think he was 31 years old. "not sure im horrible with ages" his full name was Christopher Douglas Wood. and he might have been my Half brother. but he was my full brother. I hope my mom is taking this ok. i talked to her for a few minutes. shes seems ok, but this is not something she needs right now. Also spoke to my dad. he seems to be taking it pretty hard. it sucks. i have to call my oldest brother scott at five and let him know whats going on. Oh this sucks. im going to get out of here. you all take care. and dont worry about me. i'll be fine. R.I.P
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this is an awesome song by Mudvayne. 3. Happy? In this hole I feel it in me Peel me from the skin Tear meat from the bone In this hole Buried underneath Peel me from the skin Tear meat from the bone Are you Are you Are you feeling happy? In this hole Peel me from the skin Tear meat from the bone Peel me from the skin Tear meat from the bone Does it make you happy? Does it make you happy?
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